Emmxx..I dont know what to write coz i dont know what i feel right now..It end at all..Its over...All over........I want to cry,,but my my tears dont want to fall down..I want to shout out loudly,but seems like i cant do that..This is not forest nor sea that the others cant hear me...
Sometimes i feel,why must its happen to me?Why must i jump into this type of problems?Why must i let it blurred mine...?I dont know what happen to me sometimes.I need it,,and i want it...And now,after its all over,,let it go,find their way by itself,,and i,need to take care of my heart becoz its to fragile.........Thats what my mind said,my friend said,it said...I can get better..
But its not the matter at all.Only me know whats make it different from others,that i cant get it from others.Even i know,i will never get it anymore.....
Mengapa mesti ayat sebegitu yang perlu diberikan kepada aku??Itu bukan yang pertama...Ayat sebegitu seruzly buat aku rasa trauma...Ayat sebegitu aku rasa sungguh tak masuk akal..Seriously,,otak aku xley terima,,better bagi aku ayat yang kasar dan menyakitkan hati dari bagi ayat yang lembut tp buat aku rasa bengangggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Xpe lah...usah di kenang apa yang dah berlalu..Look forward,,,as muslim,kena percaya pada takdir..So believe that Allah swt know better....Emmk,,,buat kamu si penyumbang lagu,saya tetap suka dengar awak nyanyi..hehehe...Nanti jumpa lagi bila dah keje ek..insyaAllah lagi setahun kan...So,,2 tahun akan datang kita jumpa ok..:-)
(sye sedih sebenarnya,tp,saya kan da besar,malu lah kalo nangis lagi kan....)
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